I'm still struggling with trying to find that motivation that will get me out of my fat pants and into something more comfortable. That's right, I'm not interested in skinny jeans. Shocker I know.
Wearing the same 3 shorts day in and out is starting to wear on me. Now one of the shorts is ruin due to the husband tossing it in washer with something red that bled all over the shorts. grrr
When I was at Wal-mart the other day I contemplated on buying me another pair of fat shorts. I decided that wasn't going to happen.
Usually us chubby chicks wait to hit rock bottom before we do anything about our weight. I'm thinking 2 pairs of shorts is beyond rock bottom its tragic. lol I'm starting to not want to go out in public again, cause I have NOTHING to wear that feels comfortable. I would say that is rock bottom wouldn't you?
Yet, I'm still after months wearing the same shorts and eating the same crud. Go figure!
I do the routine of waking up every morning saying the same words I've heard so many times before. Today is the DAY! Then the day goes on and I'm right back to eating something I KNOW is just going to keep me here in this hole of fat.
Will today be the day? Probably not! We're eating at the Cheesecake Factory for my future son in laws birthday. Its sort of a road trip. The whole gang is going except my son who has to work. I'm sure bad food will be on the agenda.
Tomorrow will be the day i start... or Monday! haha
1 comments:
hey M, I have two shorts to wear too LOL and I also refuse to buy more of that size. You are not alone, trust me! I think we just have to do it and struggle with it for a few weeks, and then it will become easier to eat smaller and healthier meals. I'm trying, four days now, and believe me it's been a struggle!
So, did you have a wonderful time at the factory? I love that place! Everything is yummy. Today is Monday, soooooo???
I think I will blog again and write out my falls too and hopefully my gains :) You'll see, we are in this together :)
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